Loving Her From Jail

I can literally lay in my bunk, stare at her picture and think about her all day. If I could, I would miss every meal and give up every chance to go to the yard just to be on the phone with her. I need to hear her voice at the least if I can't see her on a visit. And even when she does visit me, I'm right on the phone 15 minutes after the visit is over when she leaves despite the fact that we had just spent 6 hours together in the visiting room. One thing is for sure though, I am writing her everyday regardless of our phone time. She has to receive at least 2 letters a week from me on a regular basis. All of this simply because I am in love with her. Loving her from here can definitely consume my entire bid. And my entire life if I let it. Loving her from here is easy as long as I keep my trust in the Lord and I continuously pray for us to GOD to enable us to love each other according to His word. The devil is relentless and he constantly tries to play on my emotions while I'm here away from her.

Questions often occur to me like, what does she do after we get off the phone together? Where does she go at night? Who are these men/so-called friends? I know that the enemy's plan is to taint the perfect ideal image of a woman I have for her. But because of her love for me, she goes out her way to assure me that I can have full trust and full confidence in her commitment to me. She's my bridge to accepting the Lord Jesus Christ as my savior. Loving her from here is my passion and I'm doing it God's way which is the right way and it feels great.

Love,
Him
Postmark: October 2017